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Tuesday, 26 May 2009

  • Saturday, May 23/Sunday, May 24

    This was written a few days ago.  Ha, I'm trying to catch up.


         The last day and half have certainly been interesting.  Yesterday morning, I finally got to leave Taipei airport (woo!) only to embark on one of the most stressful/eventful traveling experiences of my life.  Once we landed in Hong Kong, we were shooed off the airplane, only to be given another boarding pass, go through security, and re-board the exact same airplane.  So strange.  It was at that point that I began to realize how interesting our next segment of the trip was going to be.  Once we arrived in Bangkok, we had to get off the plane, go through customs, pick up our luggage, find our coordinators to drop off some of our luggage (so we wouldn’t have to take all of it to Cambodia), check in at the correct departure hall (with the correct amount of luggage), and then make it to the gate…all within an hour and a half.  What made it even more interesting was the fact that our flight going from Hong Kong to Bangkok left 20 minutes late, leaving us an even smaller amount of time.  Needless to say, we ran through the airport of Bangkok, and barely made it in time to the flight.  Less than an hour later, we landed in Phnom Penh, Cambodia. 
        Phnom Penh is an experience, to say the least.  I’m not exactly sure what I was expecting, but what I got was far from whatever it was.  The streets were intensely crowded, despite the 95+ degree weather with insane amount of humidity (or at least it was insane from me, since Arizona knows no humidity).  At least three quarters of the people were on the wide sidewalks, which were lined with shops.  These shops, instead of being the typical walk into a room through a door type of thing were instead more like tarps pitched over piles of whatever goods they were selling.  There were no supermarkets, no corporations, and no price tags.  Our tuk tuk driver weaved through the crowded city traffic, which consisted mostly of motor bikes (which I would call scooters) carrying anywhere from one to three people, and a few cars.  There seemed to be no traffic laws, as no one followed the lane lines and some even drove on the wrong side of the road. 
        Once we arrived at our hostel, we were greeted by an enthusiastic young man, whose name I never could remember.  With a large, happy smile, he took our bags, and brought us to the front desk.  One the way, he asked my name.  When I told him, he exclaimed “Kristin!  That’s such a beautiful name!”  Ha, at that point, he became my favorite Cambodian person.  He was nice, friendly, talked to me like a real person (not a foreigner or girl) and he complimented me.  Oh, and he carried my bags.  That was nice too.  If I ever go back, I would visit him…now if only I could remember his name.
        Anyway, the rest of the day passed with relative disinterest.  I was far too tired to take in much of the city, despite my excitement to be there.  We eventually made it back to the hostel, and passed out sometime around eight.  Oh, it was so nice to sleep.
        This morning, I woke up completely and utterly confused.  For some reason, I had a dream that I was taking all the Camp Sparky kids to a trip in Cambodia, and I honestly believed that all their bags had magically appeared in my room over the course of the night.  After getting up, turning on all the lights, and quelling my fear that I was surrounded by fifty small children, I was finally able get up and begin my day…at five in the morning.  I guess that’s what I get for going to bed at eight. 
        I tried the local food for the first time this morning.  The cuisine was definitely interesting, and consisted of rice and pork with some sort of weird sauce.  All in all, not too bad.  What made me really happy, though, was the price.  For a filling, tasty breakfast, it only cost about 60 cents (and I’m sure they upped the price for the white foreigners who probably didn’t know any better). 
        Anyway, after taking a short walk and poking our heads in a few temples, we headed back to the hostel.  Twenty minutes later, the van that was taking us to the bus stop pulled up and honked.  My favorite Cambodian person grabbed my bags, and walked Bryan and I to the van.  I thanked him, and he gave his typical happy smile.  I wonder if he remembers my name.
        The bus itself was incredibly odd.  With bright red fake wood floors, floral wall paper, bright polka dot seats, and pink curtains, it looked like someone had attempted to combine the décor of a strip club, grandmother’s house, and child’s bedroom all into one bus.  To say the least, it was a very confusing concept.  My brain was in a whirl every time I tried to grasp the overall look of the place.  After a while, I just gave up and enjoyed the view of the Cambodian countryside. 
        Riding through the country in Cambodia gave a very different feel than the city.  There were obviously fewer people living in the rural areas, which were more like jungle than actual living space.  The people living there also seemed to have no issue with nudity, as most of the children ran around with no clothes, and seemingly, no cares.  In the more rural areas, almost all the houses seemed to be built on stilts, with a staircase leading up to the second (or main) floor.  I’m not exactly sure what this was for, though it may have had something to do with the rain.  Cambodia gets a lot of rain each year, and probably a lot of flooding in the areas that are not equipped to deal with the rain.  By building houses on stilts, families could effectively protect their homes from the next incoming weather disaster. 
        At one point we stopped at a local market.  The moment we stepped off the bus, we were surrounded by children, each shoving their food products in our face. “Sweet bananas, only one dollar!” and “Pineapple!  Two for one dollar!” seemed to be the chime of the hour, as every single child mobbed us with their local goods.  However, as if this were not enough, two or three of the girls even carried around giant tarantula spiders with them.  Although I did not have a problem with the spiders (yeah, they’re gross, but there are worse things), a few of the other travelers on the bus did not enjoy them.  With their pitiful yelps and screams, the children giggled, following them with their spiders.  This must have been a field day for those kids.  Make money AND torment foreigners – very productive. 
        A few hours later, we eventually made it to Siem Reap.  Right away, I could tell that this city was much more tourist friendly. It was less of a bustling city, as there were fewer scooters and open shops along the side of the road, and more of a hodgepodge of every culture imaginable that allowed for a person of any ethnicity to feel comfortable.  This city certainly catered to and attracted every type of person, which came as no surprise to me.  I mean, Angkor Wat is pretty damn cool.
        After reaching the hostel and finding out that the plug for my computer indeed fits into the socket (that was the icing of my cake of a day), I settled down for a nice, quiet evening of hanging out and resting.  Much more excitement to come tomorrow!  Woo Angkor Wat!


Sunday, 24 May 2009

  • Friday, May 22, 2009/Saturday, May 23, 2009

    This was written yesterday, when I was still at the airport.     

         It’s strange.  Everything about right now is telling me that it’s Friday afternoon, but it’s actually Saturday morning, about 3:45am.  I’m wide-awake, sitting in the Taipei airport, waiting for my next flight.  I guess that’s what I get for allowing myself a 12-hour layover.  Though, it was the least expensive option for both of us, so I guess it was worth it.  Besides, I got to have an adventure!
        The two flights, Phoenix to LA and LA to Taipei were relatively uninteresting.  I slept for most of the second flight, which spanned a time frame of 14 hours.  It was nice to have the time go so fast, but on the other hand, it brought me to the position I am in now – hungry, foodless, food-storeless, and quite awake.   
        The air smelled different as soon as I got off the plane.  That’s happened in every single country I’ve been to.  I can always tell when I am somewhere new, not because of the fact that I just got off a plane (for all I know, they could have just flown in circles), or the that I’m surrounded by a boatload of Asian people, but because it smells funny.  Not necessarily bad, but just…funny.  Bryan and I walked down the little corridor leading to the main room that opened up into the giant hallway.  At that point it became obvious that we were one of the few flights to arrive in the past hour or so.  Disregarding the people that had just stepped off the same airplane as us as well as the man directing where people should go, there was not another person to be found.  We approached the man, and I could see his face sink with the frown of “oh no…Americans.”  And of course, we were the annoying Americans with a million questions.  First check: luggage.  I had put mine all the way through to Bangkok while still in Phoenix, but did that apply if we had to wait for 12 hours?  Or was I expected to pick it up and recheck it in the morning?  Second check: Would we be able to leave the airport and get back in without a visa?  Third check: if yes to second check, where is the nearest night market?  How do we get there?  How much does it cost to get there?  Ha, no wonder why they all tried to get away from us as quickly as possible.
        We were eventually pushed in one direction – the one that lead to the outside world.  We filled out our forms (with the exception of the place of residence in the city – as we were coming back in just a few hours), and stood in the giant line of people trying to get into the city.  We finally reached the front of the line, and handed our passports to the grumpy looking man behind the counter.  Immediately, he pointed to the empty line where our place of residence was supposed to go.  Of course, we attempted to explain what was going on, but it was not sinking in – the man had no idea what was going on.  He eventually pushed us away, and told us to go to the line where the diplomats and disabled were supposed to go.  I’m still not convinced he thought we were diplomats. 
         After much convincing and showing of itineraries, we were finally allowed to go through the gates…and on to a set of doors that led to the outside world.  Unfortunately, we still had no idea where we were going.  After wandering around the lower level of the airport, searching for an information desk, we finally found a man who spoke enough English to tell us where we could go.  Sadly enough, the nearest night market was over an hour away…and the busses stopped running back to the airport well before the time we would arrive at the market.  We could stay out all night and take the bus back in the morning, but then came the problem of coming back to the airport in time.  Our early flight meant that we could not come back late, and since we had a very limited supply of money, it became obviously clear that we were not going anywhere. 
        Thus, how I got to where I am.   And to make it even worse, there is a giant picture of these delicious looking dumplings in the restaurant that I’m sitting at, which does nothing to help the hunger situation. I guess I will have to come back to Taipei at another time, when I can fully explore the city. 


Sunday, 10 May 2009

  • I have the worst roommates.

    The title says it all.  They really proved to me today that they are absolutely horrible.

    Three weeks ago, we started planning on when we were going to move out.  They both said that Sunday (which was today) would probably be a good day for them.  Unfortunately, today was probably the wost possible day for me.  I had to go to my sister's softball banquet (this is her last year at ASU...and it really meant a lot to her that I could come) and I have my organic chemistry final tomorrow morning.  And if you don't know...the organic chemistry final is kinda a big deal to me (as I am a chemistry major).  Tough subject, tough test...requires a lot of studying, especially the day before the exam.

    So I told them this.  And at that point, we had decided nothing in terms of what day we were moving, and all the logistics.

    A week later, Lisa comes back and tells Allie (read, not Allie and me...but just Allie) that she booked the storage unit that she and Allie discussed as well as the truck to move everything.  I'm a little annoyed, because I told them that would be the worst day for me...and although I don't necessarily want them to arrange the entire schedule around me, it would at least be nice for them to address it to me directly and have some sort of sympathy towards my situation.  Did that happen?  Of course not.  Anyway, I talked to them about it, told them why I was frustrated, and it seemed things were going to get better.  They agreed to take my stuff for me, and I would clean the apartment once they left (they're both leaving Tuesday, I'm moving four miles from the apartment so I can still take care of stuff).  Pretty fair trade, if you ask me.  However, we also realized that there might be a slight issue with the storage unit.  Initially, my roommates had underestimated exactly how much stuff we have in the apartment.  It probably was not all going to fit in storage.  So, of course, my stuff has to go back to my parents if there is not enough room.  They said they would help me if this happened.

    Fast forward to today.  Despite the fact that I have been uber-stressed and really overwhelmed with a lot of things, I still managed to get everything together and organize myself to make their lives as easy as possible.  I put everything to one side of the room, so they could take it.  I then left to go to the library to study with two of my friends, and asked my roommates to keep me updated on how everything was going.  I hear nothing.  I get back at 3:00, to find almost all of my furniture still in my room.  In fact, the only thing that is gone is my desk.  My roommates show up ten minutes later without the truck they said they were going to use to move my stuff, and immediately I can tell they are annoyed with me.  The blow me off as soon as they walk in, and go into the kitchen.  I come back out, and try to talk to them, and they ask me if I was angry.  I wasn't angry, at least not with them.  I was more frustrated with the whole situation, and how everything was turning out for me.  I tried to tell them this, and Lisa immediately starts yelling.

    Lisa goes on for five minutes about how I'm not allowed to be stressed or frustrated at any of this, because moving out was really hard and I didn't have to help at all and blah blah blah.  She goes on to say that she said that they were going to help me move the rest of my stuff (which is incredibly doubtful, considering they both have finals on Monday and Tuesday - no dice there, and they definitely weren't going to help the rest of today) and that I have no reason to complain.  She's standing there...screaming at me because I'm stressed and frustrated at the situation and I'm supposed to pretend to be happy about everything.  I call bullshit. 

    Lisa can fucking pull the giant stick out of her ass.  She's standing there crying about how difficult it was for them, but then refuses to relay any sympathy onto me or my situation.  And now, I'm pretty much stranded to move all of my belongings, including heavy pieces of furniture, entirely on my own after being berated for completely stupid reasons.  And what does Allie do?  She stands there.  And watches Lisa yell at me.  Not a word from her.  Thanks Allie.  I really appreciate the support. 

    Fuck bullshit, fuck people.  No wonder why I am such an introvert.  All I ever do is get shit on by people who I think are my friends.

Sunday, 03 May 2009

  • Absurd Amount of Lonliness.

    I'm just having one of those days.

    I was joking around with a friend earlier tonight while talking to him on Google Chat.  He came back from being away from the computer, and jokingly said "honey, I'm home!" and it turned into this huge conversation of how a happy couple would converse and plan and talk about things.  I really like this boy...he makes me really, really happy...and I suddenly just realized how utterly miserable I would be if I didn't have someone like him in my future life to love me and care about me, and for me to do the same in return.  And now I'm terrified, absolutely petrified of never finding anyone.  I once thought that if I ended up alone, I would be okay.  But I don't think so anymore.  I really don't think I would be.  I would be sad, and angry, and lonely.  And it's fucking scary. 

    Sorry for the lack of posts.  Maybe this one is just a result of extreme stress.  I have been sleep walking and having panic attacks out of anxiety.  I can't sleep anymore...nor can I think.  I'm really ready to end this semester, and go back to enjoying my life.

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